That is the emotion top most on my mind now.
I happened to search Google for a certain "G" who was once my classmate, and is now in Harvard. She has a minimum of 18 hits to her name , all listing out the various accolades she has recieved and the research she has done.
I tried the same with my name , but to NO AVAIL :-( I am soooo very jealous ! I want to be known, to be recognized, and I want Google to give umpteen hits when i search my name :-(