stalking.

while most people move on. some people get stuck there. in that moment. in that emotion.
they would give anything to retain that. anything to maintain that sense of status quo.

Psychiatrists would tell you that these are your typical victims. People who move from one abusive relationship to another, people who stay in an abusive relationship despite it being abusive, people who would gladly make themselves a carpet for others to walk all over on. People who stalk their exes on various sites, people who kill themselves because one relationship went bad

But you know what? a little bit of them lives in all of us.

and then, there lives the opposite, who hurt because it gets them off. who walk all over that carpet, because they can, or maybe because they are a carpet for someone else to walk all over, who like abusing their relationships, because they know they will be clung on to. and it doesnt have to be physical. emotional abuse is abuse enough - and it helps get off much more. very much more.

we have the ying and the yang in us.

Me? I have more ying than yang. more yang than ying. more this than that, and sometimes, nothing at all.
For now. I am stalking some random person on a networking site. not that the person meant anything at all, just that this person stopped blogging. and I want to know why. I used to enjoy this person's blog you know?

So I sign off.
Yours stalkerly,
Online Stalker. :P