Monday, July 23

Facts and Fictions

Allow no one to see, the toxins bubble within, find a dark corner, crouch with a bent back, knees tucked into the stomach, chin jutting into the chest, hair covering any visible part of the face ... break into sobs which rack the body, cry like there is no tomorrow, hope that the broken shards of heart can be wiped away by one good bout of tears. Spend the night cramped and in tears, in the dark corner where the crouching figure is well hidden by the darkness of the night. Eyes will hurt with all the tears, the nose will empty the stock of mucus held within, stomach will hurt with the pain of grief, the heart will still remain broken. The Shards sticking into them will not have dissappeared, they will need more water to be flushed out.

Its day now. The daylight will peer in, the world shall seek out the nocturnal adventurers and slay them, stand up, the body is sore with sitting in a single position, stretch a little and then, stretch somemore. Blink the swollen eyes, wipe off the tear stains from them, snort into the tissue and remove any residual mucus in the nose. Look down at the dress and see it stained with salt deposits of all those tears shed, take a quick bath and change your clothes, as you do, borrow some sunshine and some hypocrisy from the world, paste a smile on the face – albeit false, toss the hair airly and walk out into the world.

“How did you sleep? Looking very cheerful!”

“It was a very good night thank you. Raring to take on the world today.”

13 comments:

Bullshee said...

DARK as usual!!!!!!Are we seeing the next Virgina Wolfe!????

But at least the next day, you were good to go....

Zee said...

and yet...it always shows...

Shekhar said...

Ha ha... "never let them see you bleed", huh??

Shek said...

i wont read this post until it appears in a legible font. This is impossible. Maybe you want to separate the true fans from the casual commenters!

Phoenix said...

What's with the font?!
Anyway, now that i have read it, honey, stop getting so dark or i'd styarty calling you gloomooo instaed of genius.
Hmph

Point is, dont take the pain, the neccesity of feeling the pain, and the dark sarcasm on everything too far.

ani said...

"borrow some sunshine and some hypocrisy from the world"..... hmmmmm! hypocrisy i have none of and u can take all the sunshine i hafta offer! ~hugs princess!

Ranny said...

F****g bloody stupidity! Trust you to come up with awful crap!

Comon now, if something hurts so much, you should know to let go of whatever that is!

though I secretly think its the IIM thats getting to you - did you finish those presentations yet?

And yeah - change the stupid font; it looks like Ramsay visited your blog

Lalit Singh said...

I despise such kind of writing baasically and I HATE the font... u know how problematic it is to read this... I had to copy it in notepad n then read... please dontr use this font ever again.

And why so much of negative writing lately???

The Black King said...

I would not ask you to stop crying and let go: rather I'd ask you to cry and let it out. There are and will be friends around you who will be there just to listen and not to judge. You can count on them, and I hope you come out of your sombre mood soon.

Shek said...

why so dark. is everything alright?

Chitrangada said...

WHAT FONT :O

Looks so scary ..


I like sec para though it was full of pain ..
U take care n I got a song for u :)


lemme see tum woh song dhoondh paate ho ya nahi :)

Di said...

I read stuff like this and it makes me dearly wish its fiction.And the font...if u felt like u needed to get out a good loud yelling! i guess this was the right place for it! :)

Ranny said...

Okay now, enough of mourning, snap outta it girl. Get a grip on yerself.

And, lemme be the first to do this on your space online -
C-O-N-G-R-A-T-U-L-A-T-I-O-N-S.
Now my girl might just believe me when I say Arpz and Ranny are just friends :-)