post 121

had to write this down.

Now a days moi morks from 6AM to 8PM; go home and there's something to do until 12AM. which means moi has only one great ambition in her life these days - to be able to sleep.
moi thinks it is nirvana. to be so numb to not know anything, but sleep.

"nidra samadhi sthithi"

(for those who understood the above line as much as @#$@#!$!@#; the sentence equates sleep to samadhi - a state of trance/ awakening of subconscious)

Moi is also growing up,realised that moi can do away with the teddy that she is used to clutching hard to her bosom while sleeping. Woke up on three consecutive mornings to find her favorite pillow which hugs her while sleeping has been flung across the room, not just dropped off the bed, mind you, literally flung across the room. what dreams moi was having when she did that, she doesnt know. The first time in all the years moi can remember.

anyways, just when moi decided that she had attained nirvana, on her walk back from after having breakfast with her cute colleague, she happened to see the IIMB bus pull up at the cross road awaiting a green signal. She looked up casually, to notice someone she knew!!! he waved out at her and smiled; that made her day.
She knew she could work the whole day without a complaint.

PS - retiring for a small hiatus. will be back in a couple of days? weeks? months? *shrugs*
and oh, wish me luck. please. (for what? moi will tell you, if your wishes help)